I might not make it all the way up the hill but I’m still here, still with my bike.

Day three of being back at the gym happened today, me and Lawrence decided to ride our bikes there because it’s a beautiful day here in Michigan.
I broke down a little bit yesterday as my insomnia had me running on two hours of sleep, and I think I just got emotionally overwhelmed.  I don’t cry often but when I do cry it’s like waterfalls… 
The focus of this blog however is positivity and growth, so I will say that while I did cry I didn’t go to sleep sad and when the tears dried to my face I said it out loud “I am alright, I am on the right track, and I am going in the right direction.”
On the way up to the gym from our house there is a large hill, and while going TO the gym was easy enough because it was slanting down coming back FROM the gym, I had to jump off my bike and walk it up 20% of the way.
Again I almost let negativity get the best of me, and I almost let anxiety take over but I said it again today “I might not make it all the way up the hill but I’m still here, still with my bike.”
My bike is my attitude and intentions, the hill is all the negative parts of myself, and the peddles are my will power… I WILL make it up this hill.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

w

Connecting to %s